faruQ;

Memory

Even though I’m suffering from tiredness, I didn’t get to rest on Saturday. Though there’s a good reason for it. :D; Btw, I totally lost. Molly captured my attention surpassing even my own prediction. =/

Recently, I have to follow my parents to a relative wedding and then had to go home by myself. Well, I need to go home with my younger brother. Before we took the train that goes from Clementi to Jurong East, I asked him, “Are you sure we are on the right train?”. Well, of course I know that we’re on the right train. I was just testing him, a shut-in. You see, my little brother, he LOVES Anime so much that… he’s addicted to them. Even before that, 90% of his lifetime is probably spent at home.

So yeah, along the trip, I kept questioning him. He finally answered with confidence that it’s the right train. And of course, he knew that we will have to transfer train too. Then, I continued the test or rather, experiment: “Will we pass by Ang Mo Kio later?”. He answered a Yes. I showed him my famous grin. :D “Are you sure??”

Then he started thinking… and then he confidently answered No after recalling his memories. His reason for the “No” answer was that he went swimming with his friends about a year ago and he only passed by Ang Mo Kio because he was from the south travelling to the north. Ahh.. I’m not satisfied enough. Hehs. So I gave him a final question. “What’s the stations between Marsiling and AMK?”. I was confident that he would get wrong. What do you expect? Would you think that someone who board a train like once a year would know it?

Even more, luck was on my side. You see, it was sort of a coincidence that the Cabin we’re on, HAVE NO TRAIN MAPS. Haha. I grinned more. But to my amazement, after he did some recalling, he was able to arrange the stations from Marsiling to AMK in order. I didn’t know that he has such a good memory. I stoned for a moment, feel amazed. Tsk. I lost.

Conclusion

I feel so inferior… my memory is really bad. Er.. except for when dealing with numbers. Somehow, I can remember numbers quite well. For example, I still remember the answer for the previous math problem: 4, 12, 15, 10, 21. Hehs. Different people have different capabilities. No human is perfect. But the best of humans are those who use their ability to the max. :D

Oh btw, please don’t spam my lovely tagboard. Especially, please don’t use my name and tag rubbish! Thank you for your cooperation. (:

Another update today. Erased unneeded evidence or false statements. Changed the theme to a much peaceful one. (:

I have yet to update the links on the right hand side though. Hehs. Too lazy now. =x

Anyway, while I was cleaning up, I look at my old posts. Like many others, I too feel really different when I read them. Really awkward. Is that a sign of change? Hehs. Well, I think its not. It’s probably caused by the fact that the posts were written when I am in a different mood and atmosphere. For the other people, I think its the same thing too. People do not realize what they’re doing most of the time until one day when they reflect on their actions. But for me, reading them doesn’t makes me think of anything. In other words, it doesn’t help me at all.

but… Self Reflection is really helpful
That is, if you blog is truth of your heart. Or, you’re not someone else when you wrote them.

Life is boring, yet fun!

Yes. Like finally right? (:

Hmm.. Blogging is not really my cup of tea actually. This blog was set up for a purpose. Almost every post is not just a simple post. Like the person himself, his writings would of course carry a motive too. =x

Well, anyway, my life currently is boring yet fun! As in, I’m trying to lead a very simple life where I get to enjoy my youth and yet not waste my 3 years of poly life for nothing. I have goals to accomplish by the end of my 3rd year. Hopefully, I’ll be able to fulfill those goals.

And like someone, I’m trying hard to change my life. It’s really tough. You see, I’m not the kind of person who can change easily. Even if I change, there are core characteristics which I probably won’t be able to change. Let’s just see if I can succeed or not. (:

So recently, I went to Henderson Waves. It’s a deceiving bridge. Why? Through the pictures, you will think that the bridge path is wavy; It’s NOT! 

I took this picture from the bridge itself. Pretty right? I love sunsets. ^^

We watched 007 on Friday. It was… okay la. Not bad. Very straight forward. My favorite is still the Bourne series for the action movies.

Well, FaruQ has probably quietened down a bit now. But probably not for long. You see, humans, they have monsters in them. When you lose control, the monster takes over. Until one day you realize and ask, “What have I done?”. By then, your mistakes will become a scar that haunts you forever. Humans are always interesting. They can become… anything.

A Brief Update

FIRSTLY, I got in the Academic Roll of Honours. (And thank you Sandra for informing me about it) Apparently, it’s a useless list of top 5% of students. Don’t get me wrong, being in the top 5% is nice but, being in the list? There are no incentives. I need money luh, not fame.

Secondly, as most of you already know I’m in W47F. And my class is beside Izzat again. Haha. I’m beginning to think that RP is plotting a conspiracy. Hmm.. *thinks hard*.  xD. Anyway, so far my class is.. erm.. okay? I got a class with many good talkers this time. Urgh.. it’s gonna be hard to get A’s. Well, no matter what, I need to get GPA 4.0 this time.

Okay, I seemed to be leading my usual life. Though, I’m not really leading the life I lead before. I did something really bad some time ago; I destroyed my own life and probably, another person’s too. It was a nightmare, and still is. (Oh, don’t make a reference to any event cause for sure none of you knows what happened except for the one and only people who’s involved). Well, basically, I’m trying to rebuild my life now, from zero. So sorry if I reacted in that certain way. I need time. (:

Talking about time, my life now seems to be running out of time. Well, I’m not dying, although many would be happy if I did. It’s just that now, I’m always rushing to complete work. Super duper rushing. In short, my life’s a mess now. =/

To HuiYing:
If I really have made your life harder, all I can say is, I’m sorry. Never had any intention of making you lead a hard life.
And erm… I don’t want to go to hell too, so don’t ask me to. =P
And I bet you don’t want to also. I don’t mean what I said on the tagboard you know. =D

I'm back back back

First of all, teacher’s day was nice. But, it was more like a class reunion. LOL. (Hmm, Yani & HY, do you know that when both you sneaked up to me I was shocked? LOL. Eh Yani, sorry, didn’t get to see your performance. Was a little late. :( Erm, Chef… you looked really nervous that time.. It’s really obvious. =|. HY, saw your fringe. Erm.. well.. er.. I think it didn’t look nice on you. =x.) Manage to meet most of the teachers who taught me in the last 2 years. It’s really enjoyable to have a chat with them as ex-students. Haha. Erm, didn’t get to meet Ms Lye though, the super duper physics prodigy. HAHA. Uh, We’ll make it up to you okay? =). So it’s 1st of Sept, HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY. =D

Okay… I told only a few people about this: I went off to M’sia, specifically JB, since few days ago and just came back today. So, there you go, the reason of me being offline. (And I’m not appearing offline also. Logged in msn and.. I GOT LOTS OF POPUPS. x.x)

Well, I had planned to go to the place I went to since the last school holidays. But as the time comes, I find it a burden. Reason because I have lots of incomplete things at home. Nevertheless, I had to go because I made a promise and this promise can only be fulfilled in this period of time. So basically, I had no choice but to go. But as expected, the time spent there was worth it. It feels as if I’m having a good holiday. (:

I went in JB with Mr Devil and Mafia #2.. erm.. Heiqal and Syafiq. Er.. it’s been long since I went in by foot. Didn’t know they changed the passport checking system. It’s really advanced now.. everything automated; Scan passport and give them my thumbprint. No human intervention. Quite cool uh. Haha.

Then, on Sunday, the 3 of us went to City Square. Going there by bus wasn’t that hard. (I had a horrifying idea of what the journey would be like :S). The main purpose was for me to find a suitable shoe to buy. Yay! Found one. Not that pretty but it fits the purpose. So I got it for RM80. =). We wanna watch a movie but… bad luck. Movie was supposed to start at 4pm. We queued at about 3.20pm. Reached the counter and.. THERE WERE NO 3 CONSECUTIVE SEATS AVAILABLE FOR US. Urghh.. wasted. And the ticket cost RM10; less than $5. Hehs.. CHEAP!

Hmm, the trip to JB is also supposed to be a so called ‘retreat’ for me. You know, I can see the difference in the life I lead here in Singapore and there. Here, life is so damn complicated. There, it’s so simple. Of course, I prefer a simpler life. I even had the idea of migrating there.. Ah.. not possible. Haha. Well, hope life would be better for me in the nearest time possible. (with the new ideas and enlightenment I have just gotten)

(Rainbow Halos Symptom. x.x)

sent by Aiman of W45R Sem 1 ‘08 :) :

Sentiaselah…
Setting niat,
Upgrade iman,
Download sabar,
Upload usaha,
Delete dosa,
Update doa,
Top-up Ilmu..
agar boleh redeem pahala.
Selamat Berpuasa! 

So yup! Happy fasting in the holy month of Ramadhan! (: