faruQ;

Nothing more to say

So ya, I have nothing more to sayy except:

1. I’m happy that you actually wrote all that. Really. I was waiting since you don’t want to talk to me about it.
2. I agree to most of it unconditionally. Just a few points below..
3. There’s a purpose to the story. But I don’t think you got the purpose so ya.. nevermind
4. I told you also, it’s not 100% true and have been edited a lot to make it a fairy tale. I wonder if you got me.
5. But still, I’m sorry about the story, I’ll remove it at your request.
6. Yup, I don’t understand you. My fault.. most probably. (Vice versa actually.)
   
7. I guess the last time I said sorry, I wasn’t forgiven. So yeah, that was unexpected.
8. The whole mess was created by Faruq, most probably. But, it’s up to you to decide what you want next. It will be unfair for you if I am the one who decides.
9. So yeah.. I’m waiting for your clear decision. Will gladly accept my punishment. Yup, that was a sincere statement.
   

Ah yes, sorry that I have to write this on a blog. Will delete it also on your request.

Something that I find funny..

Someone in my contact list wrote this in his PM:

Be Loving and Openhearted With My Emotions - The Love Guru

Haha. xD. Yeah.. It’s erm.. dirty? =x

Hadith

Abu Hurairah reported that a man said to the Prophet (Peace be upon him) “Advise me! The Prophet said: “Do not get angry.” The man asked the same again and again, and the Prophet said in each case, “Do not get angry.”

[Note: Reported by AI-Bukhari in the book of AI-Adab, see Sahih Al Bukhari and Fath Al-Bari, No.6116]

Just tired?

Yeah… I’m a magnet for problems. Well, not until lately actually. And I need a rest. x.x. Anyway.. to whom it may concern:

What happened in my eyes was..

You seemed so down. And then you ignored us. So, I got worried. Then, I got her to check on you cause I thought at the same time, she should be able to calm you down and help you relax because.. you know why.. After that, what you told her was really shocking. So yeah, my point is, I HAVE ZERO IDEA OF WHAT YOU ARE ANGRY ABOUT.

I wanted to discuss about it but you reject. Plus, you blamed me for certain things. Then, you try to put intelligence into our argument, (yeah right, top 15 o lvl..) that’s so lame. I’m telling you, you are acting like a CHILD. You never grow up do you? And your EGO, it’s so damn high. And also, I just found out that you do not know how to control your emotions. Most of the time, you ignored them, not contained them.

No, I don’t want to argue about this anymore. These are my last words: You are blindly repeating a mistake I made in the past. So yeah, I tried to help you and I didn’t succed. So, good luck, FRIEND.

The Story of a Lion

A fairy tale that I created overnight. (:

This is a FICTIONAL tale.
Any resemblence, to a person, living or dead is purely COINCIDENTAL.
Sorry for the English mistakes.
Please leave comments on my tagboard =D
Hope you enjoy it!

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Once upon a time, there was this young lion. Even though he had a family, he was always left all alone by himself. So, like every other normal day, he went to his usual spot and gaze at the stars. While he was there, a cute young lioness came. As he was used to loneliness, he didn’t even care of her presence.

Unexpectedly, the lioness approached him. She was crying inside. Trying to be kind hearted, Lion slowly talked to her and learnt of what had happened. He then tried to understand her problem and at the same time try to comfort her. After much effort, the Lion finally saw a smile carved at the lioness face. He was really proud and happy of what he had done. Soon enough, they became friends.

Lion’s feeling of loneliness slowly fades. He feels that he’s not alone anymore. There’s always lioness to accompany him. Day and night he thought of her, he always miss her. Everything was colourful, beautiful. There often went to star gaze together. She was very special to him. And he thought he was special to her too. It was a happy ending… or so he thought.

One day, Lion saw the lioness acted differently. Even when Lion approached her, she didn’t really care. Lion thought that she became like that because she face a problem again. So once again, Lion talked to her and tried to understand her. But to his dismay, he failed. He was pushed away. He was puzzled, completely clueless of what happened to her.

Then, on this fine day, Lion found out that lioness became sick. He became really worried. So, he quickly look for her and told her that he wished that he could keep her company until she was fine. Unfortunate to him, he was turned away again.

Lion didn’t give up. Next, he tried to help her by giving her advice so that she could get well faster. Because of the negative reaction lioness gave, Lion felt as if his presence is unwanted. So, instead, he felt deeply hurt inside. The memories of him being alone slowly came back to him.

Not giving up, he decided to try again for the last time. Lion had heard from someone that Honey can actually help a lot at curing certain sickness. Hence, Lion searched for honey in the jungle. He then diluted it with water. (Yes, it’s a diluted PURE [wild] honey. The unsweetened one.). He then again look for lioness and passed the “potion” to her hoping that it will ease her pain. He did receive a smile and a “thanks” in return. Lion was happy, but, this doesn’t really change anything much. After that, Lion didn’t hear from lioness ever again.

All Lion wanted was a special companion that care and love him. Unfortunately, he didn’t get to have it. When Lion confronted lioness, the answer he got was.. “you’re just a friend.” Lion no longer felt he was special. His world turned upside down. He’s completely lost, broken. Yet, he still smiled kindly and walk away — “I’m fine.” So, back like before, he went star gazing alone. How he wished that lioness were with him at the time. How he wished that she would be there with him always. Lion miss her so dearly. Lion is now just confused. Lion just can’t see things properly now.

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Imagine that you are in the Lion’s position. What would you feel? What would you do?

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Then one night, came this princess. She noticed of the lonely Lion and approached him. Lion loved lioness so much and was deeply hurt. So, he didn’t want to be bothered and ignored the princess. The princess tried to understand him and comforted him. She sincerely showed deep care for him. It turned out that this princess possesed a very kind heart. Miraculously, Lion opened up to her, smiled and asked.. “Are you.. an Angel?“…

To be continued… =D

P-Drained, M-Drained, E-Drained

I just feel like posting something. xD. (No prize for guessing what the title above means. =P)

Went to school with Yana today. And for some reasons, she only ask me to go to school with her on UT days. Hahas. 902 queue was sooo long.. and we were almost late actually — I came in class on the dot, 9:00.

Welll, usual day, but bad health. I had flu for the whole day. Basically, I was suffering badly. x.x. But luckily enough, it went down by a lot by evening. But by then, most of my energy is actually drained. Then, was supposed to go home with the rest but they are SOOOooo busy with games and I have to be home before 7 today. In the end, I went home with MAMA IQA (again!). =DD. I just looovveee chatting with her uh.. Very very entertaining. (And thanks for sharing your secrets too. ^^). Oh yeah… why is it that everytime I’m seen with a girl it seems like a scandal to others? PLEAAASSSEE LAA.. ><

Anyway, by the time I reached home, I was worser than jelly I think. I was practically half dead. Slept on my bed in a very very weird position - very unimaginable. LOL. So in this state, I was actually forced to follow my Dad to someone’s house to fix up a computer. Unbelievable. And actually in the end, we fixed 3 computer, not 1. =S. From about 8.30pm and lasted to almost 11.30pm. I’m so damn tired right now. Sigh…

On the way back, I looked at the sky. There were a lot of stars. After rain + lots of stars = I love it. I really like the atmosphere and environment just now. How I wish to share that moment with someone. But will that time ever comes? I’m not sure. Hehs.

Hmm..

Just something random from my head:

I’m thinking too much lately. And my thoughts are somehow linked to certain evidence. Maybe it’s linked wrongly? I don’t know. I don’t know anything anymore. Neither am I able to understand. I’m just confused.

And if you ask me, I won’t talk about it… cause I don’t know how to.

Boo~!

Okay, I am SO JELLY after the rock climbing session today. ><. I need to go sleep soon. Anyway.. interesting things are happening right now.. yes, plural form.. cause there’s a lot of things that I find very intriguing(like someone always say, you can use DICTIONARY.COM if you don’t know the meaning =D). I wanna post them but later I’ll end up posting essays. xD

Oh yeah, one of my problems is partially solved. I’m glad la. Oh.. and for your problem.. don’t think too much. Slowly brainstorm and do not create another mistake. Yeah true, human make mistakes.. but 99% of them can be avoided. Trust me, it will work out.

So, as I’m pretty occupied right now, I won’t be posting for quite a while. Byes~

If only there's such thing as rewind.

Scandalous? Hahas. I’ve had enough of it. I guess that my personality right now is too much. Attracting too many attention and destroying a lot of things at the same time. It’s evil. So, from now on, I’m gonna change. Slowly, you people will see me stop doing certain things(mostly things that gain me the name Ladies Man). Not only that, I might also abandon a lot of things, and maybe people too. It depends on the situation.

Anyway, today went out with Mum, Dad and Baby brother to Queenstown. The actually objective is to get me more jeans. (Even though I say I don’t need more). At the same time, I looked out for shoes and shirts… Yes, shirts! I’m sort of tired of wearing the same thing over and over again. For example, even though I wore a shirt last week, it feels as if I just wore it yesterday. ><.

Unfortunate enough, all the shirts there are not the plain kinds. And the one with designs, not my taste. At last, I only bought 1 polo shirt and 2 pair of jeans. Shoes? Back to original plan… go to Malaysia and buy.. I’m aiming for VANS.. Just love their designs.. Hehs.. So probably will go CS with Mum… because she won’t let me out alone there.. fear of me being robbed. @.@

Tomorrow gonna be Computing.. I just wanna finish the problem a.s.a.p. then slack. Yup, I’m so damn lazy. Well, there’s gonna be IG also tomorrow so gonna reach home at about 9 again. Then I have yet to craft plans for the other IG… So many things to do… So little time… RAWR!

No more snow..

Okayy.. YOU DON’T NEED ANY WINTER CLOTHING ANYMORE. Haha.. There’s no more snow on my blog. Only Shooting Stars.. ^^.

Also… Changed my tagboard on the right there with something much more cooler. =DD. Something that’s created by ME. Hehs.

Drifting Apart

I’m back to… playing a game of chess.

A lot of things have been on my mind lately. And there are even things that made me feel uneasy. I don’t why.. I’m just broken? Hehs..

Didn’t went to RC IG again tonight. Lazy+the rest also didn’t want to go. So I went for ASTRO IG. Nothing much happened there except for that I managed to get to know someone better.. A really interesting person.. Hope to know the person better.. (:

Went home with Heiqal.. even though I didn’t want to wait for him at first. Hahs. Told him a lot of things at interchange. Mostly evil stuff I guess. I just need someone to talk to… or maybe someone to help me…

Oh yeah.. one last thing.. some people just don’t realize that I care so much for them… Hais.. Let me emo a bit and then sleep. LOL.

Surprising Things Just Keep Happening...

As the title says, there quite number of things that happened to me these days that are just beyond my imagination (or prediction). But let’s just talk about today..

Entered class, did UT, then real lesson starts. Then faci assigned our teams to a specific task. My team’s 3rd Meeting Task is to present the 6P. And.. very very very unpredictably.. faci said.. “Okay, today, faruQ will become the stand in faci for me…”.. I was like.. wtf!? But luckily I didn’t really become a faci la.. I just carried out some of his jobs. School wasn’t particularly boring today, just that, I’m too sleepy to pay much attention. (Oh btw, I really love this faci… one of a kind.. unique & retard =D)

Then, during second break, Kelvin called me.. “Ehh faruQ you will become the Networking IG President“… And my reply was something like.. “Ehh.. wth? since when am I in that IG? lol“… He replied.. “Nvm la, we carry out as we planned earlier… remember about me talking about my successor?”.. Hehs.. This is really something that I did not foresee.. now I have more responsibilities than ever. I actually planned to only have a max of 3 IG, then reduce to 2 (Astro and RC) cause I think I can’t take it.. But now.. hehs.. nevermind.. I’ll have more details on my SLA when I graduate. (And now I will need to “clean up” his mess also… xD). Oh Hanif, you will be the VP… Let’s see if you can be responsible.. =DD

So then after school, I waited for Zee to finish. While doing that, I watched Chaos Theory on my lappie. The movie is very nice, quite funny too.. one of the scene is..

*spoilers start*

this guy is sterile since birth and apparently his daughter is his bestfriend’s… then with a shotgun in his hands he says..
This time round, I’m not shooting blanks anymore!

*spoilers end*

Hahas.. If you know what it means… xD

I meet up with Zee, Hadi and Mama Iqa after that.. Poor mama.. the only female person with us… Anw, I asked Hadi where Hanif is.. he replied that he don’t know.. Then I found out that Hanif left without a word (well, according to Hadi)… So my prediction was… well, all I can say here is that it hits bulls eye… ;D. When we bumped into Hanif at CWP, Hadi’s face was… *speechless*. I guess there’s two possible reason for that.. Well, actually, I don’t really care about these things.. (I totally forgot about Hanif when we left RP) but.. when your predictions is proved to be true.. it’s kinda fun? LOL.. And maybe I can’t even react properly when I saw him just now.. Hehs.. (Erm.. Sorry if my reaction was inappropriate.. x.x)

Well, after that, I came home. Was VERY VERY sleepy… but decided not to sleep cause I’m afraid that it’ll end up like 2 days ago.. sleep at 8 wake up at 10 sleep at 3. -.-. Watched Narnia Caspian… (the show wasn’t as nice as the first part I think.. ) At the same time, I helped yinggg with her homework… Math. SIMILAR TRIANGLES. I swear I hate that topic. =x. You know, you need to rotate your head or use your imagination to rotate and match the triangle correctly… Headache ar.. ><. But since she was so mentally drained, I tried my best to help her lor.. Hehs.. I think my Math is still good.. ;D

Okay, so now, I need MORE sleep.. End of Post. Night night.

the other side of me xD

Lessons as per normal uh.. (Cognitive always breaks brain.)

During 2nd break, a few of my classmate went to CWP to grab some food. Amusingly, one of them came back with an Elmo Doll. Oh, it’s a guy. =DD. Surprising right? But he’s not the only guy who love the Doll.

A Confession: I LOVE STUFF TOYS. xD. Hahas.. They’re cute uh. I love cute stuffs. Surprising right? “OMG! faruQ likes these kind of things?!”. Hehs. I guess this is the other side of me? Maybe. Pictures of me “camwhoring” below. Hmm.. I’m just a little bit crazy today. Hahas. Ignore me.